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But that, that was then.
Wednesday, August 1, 2007
11:13 PM


I miss her. These past few days, I kept thinking of the whole mess we landed ourselves into. I don't know what I should feel. At one moment, I was so prepared to talk things out, I could write a composition for her, speak for an hour but at another moment, I can't even bring myself to look at her. It wasn't courage that I'm looking for, but rather, a trust. Sometimes, even the closest people can misunderstand you. And at times, it feels much easier expressing your thoughts and feelings to a stranger rather than to the people you thought who understand you the most. It's complicating enough, not after you shared years of friendship with someone you called girlfriend.

I don't want to go around explaining every single details, no. I just want her to understand the whole situation, understand what I've been through and understand why I'm doing things. I don't ask for her to keep quiet about every single detail she knew and just watch my life playing on the screen. Disappointed is the exact word and till now, I could feel the exact disappointment I felt on the first day you hurt me.

Then again, you realised there's no point feeling that way. It's all about on which angle you stand facing the problem. Remember the day I cried with you when the jury set his verdict? That was when I felt so close to you. You were my everything.

You were my girl, my pillar of strength. But that, that was then
ONE: SHE & HE

Dirah; twenty one.

I laugh as much as I breathe, and love as long as I live. Like the painter, I paint my life and add vibrant colours. Complete with beautiful frames, I hang them and let the whole world picture the story of my life.

I've made my momma proud by falling in love with a preetyboy; Fahn.

"For every love you give me, you take another piece of my pain."


TWO: STARS & SUN

25 July: Momma's Bdae!!!

THREE: TAG & GO



FOUR: BABES & LOVES

Adeq NirahLOVE Ailah AishaLOVE AllyLOVE AmaliaLOVE Basic Dee DeeanaLOVE Dalilah Didi Dirah Drubilee Eeqaz Efa Efni Emily Enn Evelyn FanaaLOVE Farah Nadya Farhan Farhana Fi Firah Fir FreshPoisonLOVE FylzahLOVE Gino Hafeezah Hajar HanisLOVE Ida Ideso Illa Intan Irah Kak Nanie 'KynLOVE 'Lil AyunLOVE LiPing Luke Lulu Lyana Mally Malyna Mizahh Nadera Nanz Neni Dayana Nina NinieeLOVE NurulLOVE PradaLOVE Saq SayuriLOVE Snazzie ShabLOVE Shafiyani Shahidah Shahirah ShashaDollLOVE ShashaLOVE Shaz Shidah Shif Shikin Siti Raudy Waany Yong Sheng yraJANE YuhteeLOVE Zac Zareeza


FIVE: DIG & SPLURGE

Affaires En Ligne
Beads Heaven
Cotton On
Cleo
Fayfey
Fox Fashion Summer
Forever21
Get Charmed!
Little Red Heels
Loosecloset
Moments de' Couture
Oh!Petita
Sundays Chamber
Threadless
WetSeal
YourStyle

SIX: SPOT & TRACE

79inch; where fashion is measured
Multiply
Friendster
The Old Blog

SEVEN: SAY & THANKS


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